The disease take over....

Today is not the day I´m happy... Today is the day when the disease take over..  Today is the day when everyting feels worthless, when I don´t want to live the life I live...
Why does this days come and visit... And why does it choose me... Why me...

* It destoy my friendship
* It destroy my vision, my sight om myself
* It makes me sad
* It destroy my happyness
* It takes me, my personality apart

It destroy my life, and this is not the life I chosen...